If I were rich

If I were rich would it upset the balance of the universe I wonder.
If I were rich just once in my life would it upset the balance of me?

There was a time not so many years ago when I thought $50,000 was a fortune. I have made it stretch and stretch until today there is little left. Waste was not an issue, I simply took care of what I thought I was responsible for. Many wrong decisions were made following that train of thought. I have learned the hard way that helping others because they make me feel guilty is another word for manipulation, both on their part and mine. Love is not for sale. Sometimes the best thing a person can do for someone else is say the bank is closed.

About ten years ago the universe planted a thought in my mind that I would someday be given a very large sum of money. The details have never been explained, but the thought has remained year after year. I have always assumed it would be a universal inheritance of some kind. Not having any rich relatives to my knowledge the unrealized dream has remained a mystery and quite frankly is becoming annoying. "You are never given a dream without a means to make it happen", right!!

When it does happen I will keep my gift a secret, improving my living conditions and making sure I will never have to worry about security again. What fun that would be to watch the faces of those who never took the time to help me when all I needed was for them to care. I can read their lips asking, "How did she do that?" My answer would be, "It's none of your business, it's between me and my Creator!"

It would be fun to be a secret millionaire, looking for people and groups who really do need help, because they are out there every day helping others. It would be terrible to be an Oprah Winfrey or Donald Trump, living in a glass house. I don't need multiple houses or gold faucets in my bathroom to be happy.

If I were rich would it upset the balance of the universe I wonder.
If I were rich just once in my life would it upset the balance of me?

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBHZFYpQ6nc
link: "If I were a Rich Man"