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Saturday, February 17, 2018

Doing good

Due to renovations etc.this has been the most expensive month since my divorce 19 years ago and I survived! As I look around I ask myself, "did you do that?" Well yes I did, and I am proud of myself for not having to go into debt.

This month also offered an opportunity to give my older grandchildren and youngest child items from the past. I decided I didn't want to wait until I am dead and have relatives fight over things. My daughter received a beautiful glass necklace that had belonged to her paternal grandmother. There was no doubt in my mind that I was supposed to give it to her. My granddaughters received jewelry that I believe belonged to my maternal grandmother. My oldest grandson received an ivory letter opener featuring an etching by his great great great uncle. I wanted them to have something from my side of the family.

Not one of the previously mentioned souls had the decency to even acknowledge what they had received.

On the other hand out of all the Valentine cards I sent this year my youngest grandson was the only one who said, "thank you grandma I loved it!"

Thank you Colin you did good!

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Sometimes less is more

This Valentine's Day brought back a long ago memory that still makes me smile.

I was in our local Hallmark store when a young man I didn't know approached me with a question. He wanted my opinion about what to give his girlfriend for a Valentine gift.

Without hesitation I told him, a single rose and a stuffed animal.

I believe he followed through with my suggestion and I hope his girlfriend loved what he gave her.

Sometimes less is more!

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

What a life!!

So far this has been an interesting few days. It pretty much began last week when I discovered I had a problem with my septic tank. It took over $300 dollars and several people to find the stupid thing. Then it cost another $200 to have it pumped only to find out I need a new leach line, which will run around $4,000. The person who will do that is not available for another week and a half. In the meantime I have been told to use as little water as possible. 2/17/18 should end my water problems at least it had better!

At the moment I have two male beings ripping out the very old carpet in the dinning room to install vinyl. Tomorrow they will return to replace the again very old carpet in the adjacent living room. This is running around $900 which I luckily had already set aside.Hopefully no more sneezing!

My poor dog is extremely confused. If he could talk he would ask, "What are these people doing in my house?" "They better not touch my toys!"

By next week all the excitement should be gone and perhaps I can get back to a normal life, whatever that is!

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

I am somebody

Following communication with a friend I received a video on my Facebook wall titled, Who are You...Really? I am going to share the link on this post because it is helping me eliminate the negative energy that has been interfering with my well being.We not only listen to who other people believe we are, but we listen to the sometimes warped view from our own minds, based on our life experiences.

There has been way too much negative energy in my life, mainly from listening to all those voices. I hope that by absorbing the message in this video I can silence them and live the remaining time I have left as a human in peace.

In this post I would also like to share a personal observation with a photo I took several years ago. One day I asked nobody in particular, "what does a soul look like when it is no longer merged with a human body?. My question was answered in the following photo I took at our local Riverwalk.  They look like tiny beams of light.

Saturday, January 27, 2018

Subliminal messages

Messages come in all forms.We just need to learn to pay attention. Lately the words "rise above it" and "a little child shall lead them" have been floating around in my mind. I have been trying to sort out what it means.

I have always kind of thought the little child is my youngest grandson. Whatever family problems have existed he has always chosen to rise above it and remain loyal to me. He appears to be a lot smarter than the rest of my grandchildren are. He is a very good role model for my entire family.

With Valentine's Day around the corner I have been thinking about the fact that there is very little if any communication from my oldest three grandchildren. One of my granddaughters has two children that I have never met, even though they have spent time in my town. They will be 8 and 6 this year. I have decided to take a lesson from my youngest grandson and send them cards to mark the holiday. I realized that they haven't done anything wrong and they probably don't even know I exist. Well I do exist!! I'll let their mother (my granddaughter) explain that to them.

Perhaps that's what the subliminal messages have been trying to get me to do. Rise above it and let a little child lead me, although 16 isn't very little. This child is going to go far in his lifetime.

Friday, January 26, 2018

Cemetery spirits

While looking for a temporarily lost document I ran across this excerpt from my e-book, Journey of an Enlightened Egotist, still available on Since I had asked my guide, Richard, to help me find the document, which I did, I figured he wanted me to re-post this excerpt too.So here goes!

Shortly before Easter 2006 I was given a surprise I was not expecting. Although he later denied it I have a strong feeling that my guide Richard was in on it.

While writing one day a message was planted inn my mind that I could not ignore. I stopped what I was doing to perform the task that was suggested.

I cut the only three daffodils growing in my yard, placed them in a plastic cup, added glass pebbles and water and started my car. My destination was the cemetery near my house. After parking the car I picked up the container of flowers and walked to the grave of a young woman who had died of cancer several years earlier. I had a strong spiritual connection with the girl that I did not fully understand.

Kneeling at her grave I placed the flowers on the headstone. I quietly asked, "Can you help me?"

Instantly two voices coming from the back of the cemetery repeated a variation of my question. The first was female and it was closely followed by a male, both asking, "Can you help me?"

I could clearly see that I was the only human in the cemetery. Startled, I quickly returned to the safety of my car.

During the next few months I tried to figure out who the voices were and what they wanted me to do for them. I finally realized they were spirits who wanted me to tell the humans they had left behind that communication with them was possible if one believes.

The spirit photographs I had been taking began to make sense. They were a tool to give credibility to what I was being asked to do. The only question was would I comply with their request?

I had come this far I might as well go all the way. My answer was yes.

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

A personal reminder

Every six months to a year I pay a visit to my dermatologist. Having fair skin and living in New Mexico (previously California) I have been very prone to pre skin cancer, especially on my hands and face. The first doctor I went to kept telling me, "it isn't what you do now it is what happened years ago". I never really sat out in the sun, so I don't know what that is about. Perhaps the Swedish skin I inherited doesn't mix with the sun.

This is the result of my dermatology visit yesterday. Along with several spots that he froze he also took a sample of a growth between my fingers for a biopsy.

The only reason I am posting this is to encourage my readers to keep a watchful eye out and have anything that you are concerned about checked by a doctor. It's better than letting it go and ending up with skin cancer.