The ending

 I really like the way my Amazon book, "Adventures of a Chosen Messenger", ended. 

"You can't control how other people receive your energy. Anything you do or say gets filtered through the lens of whatever they are going through at the moment, which has nothing to do with you. Just keep doing your thing with as much integrity and love as possible.

We are all created with a purpose and there is not one other person exactly like you. When you find your passion you will know your purpose, no matter how long that takes. Good luck with that!

Happy Valentines Day 2024

 

 

Pure Love

 

I will love you forever and ever

I will defend you against your enemies

I will support you when you are weak

I will cry with you when you are hurt

I will warn you when I see danger

I will teach you anything I know

I will listen quietly as you teach me

I will pray with you and for you

I will hold you if you need comfort

I will feed you when you are hungry

I will help you live but will not live for you

I will respect your right to your freedom

I will love you forever and ever.

Decisions decisions

It is the beginning of another year and I need to decide if I should just close this account. Nobody seems to care if I write or not. If I close the account I will lose everything I have written and shared over the years. I am not sure I want to do that.The last person to comment was my grandson who used the opportunity to tell me what a horrible person I am. Who needs that crap?

So I am sitting here wondering just what I should do.

It reminds me of spending yesterday asking my guide where I go from here. I am looking for a new way to encourage others to be the best that they can be. I'm still thinking about that and for now at least will leave this account as is.  

Questions

It's such a shame when your relatives are deceased and you still have unanswered questions. One of my main questions is why were my parents in Alaska before and after they were married. It is especially annoying now that I know that Alaska originally belonged to Russia. In 1937 it was a territory of the United States. What a horrible thought to be born in Russia! I have no clue why my parents were there. I believe my father followed his older brother, but I have no idea about my mother. It is strange though that I see she used her stepfather's last name when she married. I know he never adopted her. That is strange and I wonder if that means my parents were never legally married?

Anyway I am now grateful that Alaska did eventually become a state.

Another major question is why did my maternal grandmother give a son, born after my mother, up for adoption? She was married at the time but I don't think my grandfather was the father of the baby. That leads me to believe he may have been the result of an affair.

I  will never know the answer to either question as anyone who would know is no longer living a human life.