Goodbye 2024

Another year almost gone. I still have most of my friends, which is really good. Most of my family still does not speak to me. Not sure if that is good or bad. My health is not bad considering my age. I sometimes look around at others younger than I am and wonder what happened to them. Facebook is still saying I am due for a lot money. Not sure to believe that or not. If true it would be the first time in my life for this miracle. Anyway for sure 2024 will come to a close in a couple of days.Since I am still here I suppose there is still something left for me to do. Happy New Year everyone! 

A Christmas Wish

This post reminds me of "All I Want for Christmas is My Two Front Teeth." All I want is for Christmas is for my eyes to stop watering and to never have another panic attack. That's not a lot. Perhaps I'm not asking the right person! I thought I wanted my family back. Most of them do not even talk to me. I have decided, screw that! I did my part and now they can take care of themselves. I no longer care. My daughter is a perfect example. I gave birth to her when I was 42 and spent years caring for her while her father drank. I was paid back when taking charge of his memory service she didn't even mention we had been married for 27 years before our divorce. Her Godfather wondered if she thought the stork brought her.I thought giving him a child of his own would stop his drinking. What a joke!

So now, 13 years since she stopped talking to me, I no longer care. It is long past time I took care of myself.

Happy birthday to me

Today is my 88th birthday- yea for me! I made it past 87. I have a bunch of Facebook friends who have wished me a happy birthday and the only relative, my oldest son, who recognized my birthday. I don't need the rest after all.They can continue doing whatever they want and they don't need my help. I am still shooting for 100!